Saturday, September 5, 2015

Why So Confusing?

Hey, I'm here. I got to say that I fell for this guy but I'm not really sure what he feels. He told me he loves me so damn much but he doesn't really show it. I get that he's that kind of person who doesn't really show emotion and yes history and experiences form and shape who we are now but I just don't know if he's sincere. I really need a sign. But the thing is, I have a feeling that I'll get heartbroken a lot of times but I took the risk anyway. Haha, things people do for love. It's crazy. They'll put their love interest's feelings before their own. I just don't know why and how I feel for this guy. I guess it just happens unexpectedly. I hope it'll turn out okay later though. I don't know how long I can be left heartbroken. But I can't really blame him though. Because he warned me but I told him I'll still take the risk anyway and that I'm not afraid of heartbreak. I guess I'm not, it's just that I've always gave advice to people that it's okay to take risks cause sometimes it'll turn out extraordinary but people usually don't take risks because they know there's a possibility that there will be a negative outcome. Oh well, I guess I can gain experience. I'm NOT afraid of heartbreak but I just want to avoid it sometimes if I could but that's just life. I just need a sign from you.

I just, love you...

Thanks for reading ^^

2 comments:

Linker Production said...

Hey hey hey. What's up?? Well, i kinda have the same situation here. I mostly do all the work like call her, start the conversation and stuff. She did warn me about hurting myself but the hell with that. Might as well try rather than doing nothing betul x? Soo high five skit. Well, hope you and i will get through this bersama - sama yea. Peace
Ps. I miss you. Never had the chance to meet you in person but maybe one day :)

Eyla Aznan said...

Heyyy! I'm doing great. It's okay, take the risk and accept all the challenges. I mean what is life without challenges right? We only live once so we might as well just take every chance we have eventhough it's a risk we might regret. Certain we can get through this!

We should go grab a drink or something one day xx